Photographing the Feeling

Memories can be a bunch of tangled up reels. When I look back on my life it feels like I’m reliving a dream.  It’s as if someone fast forwarded everything and all you can see are a flash of colors and words and laugher and sadness. Now if you picked up the remote and pressed pause, randomly freezed the frame, and asked me to tell you about that specific moment, I could only tell you maybe a few details. I couldn’t tell you exactly word for word what I was saying or thinking or what I was wearing...Only how I felt.

This used to bother me. I would hear people telling their stories with such detail and my memories were recalled more like an impressionistic painting a more romanticized view on my life. I can’t tell you exactly why I’m this way, but I had a nagging suspicion that it had a lot to do with my calling as an artist. Ever sense I embraced how I view the world, I have been unapologetically leaning into photographing the feeling.


The Experience

Remember that one time you got tagged by a friend in a photo and you thought to yourself “Yikes I do not look like that! Right?!” Its true baby, you do not look like that. That person didn’t take the time to truly SEE you, or maybe you were slouched in a corner going to town on some delicious tacos which in that case please can we be friends? I like tacos too and I promise you no one looks good eating so you’re good either way!

I believe in getting to know everyone who is in front of my camera. Not in that shallow generic business sort of way where the narrator of a commercial states “we care about our customers” but in a very real way. I want to be able to truly see you, so that I can really photograph that soul shaking love you have for your people.